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Ugh time is going by so slow I want it to go by a little bit faster. Well School is out but I'm taking summer school it was my choice to. I fingered that if i did summer school that it will keep me out of trouble.... And that starts tomorrow the only problem I have is I don't think I could stay in a class room doing math from 7:30-12:15 that's to long but I'm going to make that work.
At the end of July I'm going to Colorado to visit my dad hopefully I will be out there for two weeks, So those out there let me know if you wanna chill with me.


Mine and Adin relationship as be hard on us. I never knew how much I loved him till this week. We are always together and texting well this week his phone broke so we didnt talk. By the end of the first day I Missed him so much I could not sleep and I was wondering why we have not talked. Then the Second day I still did not hear from him, So I went to chruch and he called me so I missed his phone call. :( Third day I get a e-mail from him omg it cheered me up. I knew he was okay and then we made plans to see eachother today thats why I want the time to go by a little bit faster becuase I miss him and want to see him.

Boyfriend!!!!!

Well, we been going out now for 8 months. Almost a year!!! We have are ups and downs, but we always work them out and we don't really fight that much so, that's good. Adin as been asking me about what I believe in and stuff and I told him and we have talks now and then about my religion. I got him were when he truns 18 (which is in 8months) he will go to chruch with me to see what it's about. SO I can't wait for that day. I hope he would like my religion and if he does not who cares I will still love him.

We are also working on are weight together which vey good. We also, made a bet who could lose the most weight before school is over. We are gonna see today who is in the lead!!!!! haha. I think me.

Update!!!!

Where do I start? Well I just got back a couple days ago from Disney land that was so much fun. It was so awesome the hotel We stayed in was nice and big We were on the 11th floor. We also went to the bench. I had never been to any one of those place,but it was so much fun. I've been tired this week because Duh I was out having fun.

Today Been really stressful for me. My sister and I are not going along and there is a big reason why. Also, I have been Fighting with my boyfriend Oer stupid stuff because of his sister and bother and School well, I'm doing pretty good just a lot of homework . Other then that things are okay I guess.

About little things we can all write
Meaningless things upon our minds
To say the truth is what makes it hard
To open your heart and soul in front of the mass

What makes a poem a poem itself?
To dig down your deeps, throw it out and share
To clean up your head
Set up a master piece of yourself

Doesn't matter who gets it or who won't get it at all
Your feelings are down the paper, great job, there u go
Poetry allows u to see in addition to feel what's going on
Who cares who's going to judge you, it doesn't matter anymore

We've all been given the gift of expression
We should all use it, no fear, no perfection
Just put fear aside, grab a pen, start to write
Make it great, make it right, make it whatever you want

Get it out, scream out loud
Show the world there's no doubt
What you feel belongs to you
Go make some art...go, go you dude!

New Blog....

Hello people sorry I had to make a new blog my old one I was having to much problems with. Life as been pretty good Adin and I are still together going on 7 months. We have are ups and downs, but we work them out. I'm doing good in school and tomorrow is the last day then we go on spring break. I'm so glad because I need a break from all the homework. Then on the 27 of this month I'm going to Disneyland yay!!! I started counseling I go every monday and so far it is okay Hopefully it will get better and help me out.